Until I See You

For my dad....Until I see you...RIP happy birthday....its ok but strange...

God is always waking me up

The french fries I ordered from Mr. Green Bubble never arrived

It was my basil mushrooms and calamari with my boba cup

I made another mistake because there was so much heartache

It was my father's birthday

Yet we had to celebrate a different way

It has been more than ten years since he flew in to the sky

Past the planet and the stars

Ever since life got so hard

But I wonder all the time where you are

In a house tied to balloons

Are you flying over stars and moons

In a way I was trapped again in the clutches that bereaves

I never told anybody

Yet I feel a certain somebody on this earth hears my broken melody

He came to me because he missed me

I know it shouldn't be

All the reviews include the word toxic

I think is it

I dont know

Yet because of him I felt life

There was no longer separation through the locked window

An angel came to hold me but I didn't cry

I just kissed him and closed my eyes

in the end its me dreaming away

Because there is so much sadness in real life

Even with him I am caught up and i realize

Its been a fantasy all this time

But I never fell asleep at night

Are you still mine

Are you on angel flight

What is on the other side of sunlight

I wonder where you are

over sun and star

in a house tied to balloons

going higher than all the moons

I hope one day to know you again soon

Till then all I could do to get through

Was stay in the embrace of an angel until I see you