Unsafe Harbor

I must let you go

In this story there is no hero

He comes with a mission

To be inbetween my thighs

It seems to be the only thing on guy's mind

I must let you go

This is toxic

I was so deep in it swimming the sea

I see now why the flow is so high tide

I am trying to survive breathe air

Now I realize you just keep coming up

Pulling me down and its not fair

I thought those notes were true love soul missing me out of control

Now I see I dont know what any of it means

Why tell me you think of me always

You miss me always

but you go back to her always

I dont want you here alone

I must be stronger on my own

I must let you go

This is toxic and now I know

Please God help me out

Let the way be shown

I can hear Him say the gate was never closed.

I must let you go

I will let you go

I let go

Catch and release

One last time

I dont need you in my life

My dear goodbye...

Why are people acting toxic these days

What is the reason

What did the parents do to make you be this way

I will never understand

I dont want to ask you

Should i tell him all that i feel

Is this the way to heal

I am working on it but I am stuck on this deal

Are the right men still real?

maybe they can't be found because so many ladies still have to heal

be kind to one another

broken hearts heal but the time it takes is torture

The scars remain

we are never the same

So if can take out the toxic from our earthly place

Grow again beautiful flowers and kind powers to illuminate the gray gardens that seem to lock us in this cage

God will come with His everlasting love and saving grace

I look for the day when there is no more red flags and toxic in our way

This season was high tide and rocky water

Why couldnt you just hold me like your daughter

Love me like your lover

Calls me a princess but leaves me here to hunger

Why do I stay the people wonder

I have been swimming away

Yet this baby shark keeps circling me so I couldnt get too far

Lost in this rocky ocean in the dark

I thought I needed to be where you are

I realized it was just me alone in this unsafe harbor

I wonder if they are together laughing at me

Nothing and no one to trust

it can be a lonely place for us

All i can do is pray to the good lord above

That we will be healed with love

we just dont know what we do

for the last time I say goodbye to you