Why I am Called ButterflyA Poem by butterflyIn the midst of self discovery brought forth from a toxic relationship...I blocked him I got conquered in the swim Crashed under his tidal wave My heart just wont behave I feel his lips on my skin I feel his tongue lick me within i drown in him I sacrificed myself so we could win What do you do for me After he had his way he fades from me Like waking from a dream Lost in the aftermath Lost on a nightmare path Back to his life To lie down with his wife As I sink back down on the sand I wonder why you are not a man Why you are not strong enough to stand With me For me I need more than I miss you I need more than notes with always thinking of you I need you here with me I need you loving me but you wont i just let you go Without anger In the end i know i loved you so Even in that last crash I feel lost in the ghost Now I am awake With so much pain and heartache But you see i am a cool girl i am ice cold All that I felt All those sweet dreams I just allow to melt Until you return to me The monster in me that you need will be there waiting till then I let it be fading there is this power i think of it in this lonely hour the way it feels when he crashes over me the way it seems when i am underneath his body what kills me makes me come alive living off the vampire bite with each one its the more i like that gives me the power to fly you can't leave me down i wont die without what kills me makes me come alive thats why I am called butterfly...
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Added on May 16, 2021 Last Updated on May 16, 2021 Author
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