Out here on my own

Here I am out on my own

My heart and soul are not made of stone

I am more than this flesh and bone

No one sees

I realize to myself I have done a disservice

Love sent me on a wild goose chase

I realize our arrangement has now gone stale

We just write the sad tales

I dont want to continue

To myself I must be true

Even though I walk a lonely road

I can finally be here on my own

I am tired of the scammer

Tired of your jack hammer

Pounding me cause you lost sexual activity with your wife

This is not my desired life

This not my responsibility

I will not surrender to this tragic

I thought we were magic

It was just my lonely heart in panic

He doesnt want to be shamed

Yet he never changes the game

I am no longer afraid

We had a strange reunion

I blame the lunar eclipse

We miss what we dont have

But if uber and working on the car are the ways to your heart

We are not traveling the same path

You roll up in my drive way

I couldnt escape

So I gave in

Its a sweet sin

but a sin it is

Now I asked my military man to video chat

I feel my gut radar another scam

Lets see what will be his next act

Why is it this way?

Oh please God from this cup I ask to escape

Only with your will if I must wait then I will wait

I am finally strong

i can be here on my own.