Wade through Memory

I wade through memory of his embrace

Powerful as waves in an ocean or lake

Despite the realistic heartache

There is some magic between us that refuses to fade

I feel it when he is nearby

I feel it when is off living his life

I want to concentrate on mine

If we are not entwined then let me find Mr. Right

Is it a spark of the lonely heart

Is it cupid''s dart

or is the gravity that pulls me in to his arms

have i been captured by his charm

i dont know

if I did I could stop this

It must be the magic of ignorant bliss

We are lonely humans and that is it

Life teaches you lessons

Marriage aren't always happiness

Freedom isnt lonely sickness

Thoughts of him create these beads on my skin

I feel a new familiar thing coming within

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

We wonder

Yet I know he is broken

 am not guilty of him being stolen

I love the person not the sin

His kiss is taste of satisfied love

Its not always easy to just give it up.