sweetest escape

Cant you see I traded my angel wings for b

He is the one I came for

He is the only reason I walked through the forbidden door

I am a fool but every day the feelings grow and I love him more

In the morning I am glad he is away so I can focus and behave

Then when he texts I am consumed by thoughts of him

Naughty things and sin

Yet all I feel is love within

Did the devil mess me up real good

Am I just some dumb fool

There is a thrill to breaking rules

Yet at some point I need to pass through

Yet he is the one I always crave

no matter who i am with

I pray that one day this connection will fade

I can be left alone but in the end in his arms, by his side, and in his heart I find my home

Thats my eternal resting place

This is where I will be when his memory goes away

At least when God asks me why

I can say it was love without a lie

I struggle to just let us die

Today I escaped

I forgot my wallet I reached out to him but he worked over time

He called when I was already in the uber

I always leave my office at 5

he called me on his way him from kaiser

told me he has high blood pressure

I said he needs a stress reliever

You should do yoga

he says I am his yoga

sweet words are a curse

Is there any value to this purse

yet I can run away for better or worse

I feel his body on mine

I want him deep inside

He let me read his thoughts on his mind

they are always naughty sweet

there is something about his hunny

yet its all funny

i still dont get it all

when loving somebody

its up to me to catch my fall

humans down here are just trying to have a ball

can't he see I traded my wings for B

Maybe God already gave me permission dying on the cross to save him and me

Knowing I couldnt resist the taste of his kiss

the sweet love I always seem to miss

even when he sits beside me

even when he calls me on the phone

even when at home alone

I feel him in the scenery

the walls paint the picture that we make

from this dream we can't will ourselves to wake

we are in orbit

we can't escape each other's gravity

she has him bound and chained

when he breaks free he makes love to me again and again

he called her senile

i know he lies he tells me things to reveal the broken man inside

yet i long to hold him to me

erase all the pain

kiss all the stress away

i wont want his money

i dont need the control

i just want to love him honey

For pure love is always the healing balm of the soul

my sister said I was always the one to care for strays

I am an angel but we too dont have perfect days

hopefully all will be forgiven with thy eternal grace.

All I know my home is in his embrace

his kiss the sweetest escape

Reviews

[Chris Shaw]

Illicit loving and falling into temptation, and yet he is your everything. You love, lust and everything this man. He is your life blood, but you know you are ignoring the rule book and in the eyes of God, if you are a believer that is a sin. There is such passion in your loving. You aren't driven by material goods, you just want the man. Maybe he is your soul mate.

An early morning trip for me into love. Thank you butterfly.

Chris

[butterfly]

Thanks Chris! I am glad I helped you get an early start for love. I read a book on soul mate and other things inspired hopefully I will find him soon...till then there is poetry which is a different soul mate :)