Crazy

He was only meant to take me home

he tells me he isn't in love with his wife and so I know

i ask him if he is in love with me he says he feels things like it

is the bullshit disguised

then i sat on his lap and we kissed and nothing makes sense in my mind

except the melting of my brain i can't see the wrong and right

all i know his lips feel good on mine

i can't deny

i am surrendered to being a bad girl

i surrendered because he wont leave my world

i surrendered because to be without him is too much hurt

all i want to do is love

i dont want anything more

all i want to do is kiss him and not feel anything worse

i dont want him to cheat on her

I tell him to make it happier

he says he isn't in love wit her

but if he leaves she will take his money

he says I am the only one he wants as his lover

why give up the best

i grow deaf to the rest

i know its not smart

some other force navigates my heart

i can't resist his charm

Hades came for Persephone

Its no love story

or could it be

even with gods and mortals it is a mystery

i am sorry for the sin

the compass is broken with in

my friend says the hurt of the past invades my skin

what does he do

will i die without you

no but i wont be happy

so love is the curse

is covid better or worse

i was infected and i was healed

but i can't figure out this deal

life can be cruel in a way i can't explain

he said it something how its harder to be  husband

he says messed up s**t

then he said i look like a whale shark because my pant pattern

he says he doesnt understand why the world doesn't appreciate my  beauty

how do people agree to spend eternity

all i want is someone to give my heart to

i dont know why it beats so much when i am with you

its infection of the lonely hearts

i know its not smart

but what i feel for him now was there from the start

i dont sleep with all married men

its what life dealed me in the end

i pray God will save me

cause this life i live is crazy