This Season of Winter

I will redecorate my house

each room will be different now

I am never broken so I learned from Jewel

Anger stirs my soul

I wash it down with peanut butter milkshake

Ordered 5 guys fries but forgot to tell them to add the cajun spice

its a different heartache

but we keep on walking anyway

so he didn't love me

who knew this is my fate

some ways I feel i need to smash this plate

I evolve in 6 days

I celebrate my anniversary of life

always grateful for the gift

i feel more confused

Dear God I need a face lift

touch me from my soul to my toes

I shed my lonely girl ghost clothes

Its time for a makeover

As we walk this season of winter

we get a chance to hibernate

sleep in from the cold

life can be brutal and violent

not having a lover to hold

realizing it was just a shadow in the end

just an outline of a dream and a friend

we are haunted in many ways

yet the winter will wash all this crap away

when the spring comes the new love buds

a new love for life

only God understands

the scars on our hands

why we had to choose what we chose

now its time to let go, begin anew

redecorate my heart and my face

my room and my house

so there is a place for love to dwell all around