Through this dream

This dream isn’t mine to keep
this is not my preferred destiny
we live in a world that has no respect for us girls
we spread our legs and yet there is still no time for that true love story
no matter how i cry the truth remains in this bleak world
even the girls pee in the boy friends food
who is there to trust?  is there anyone to do my heart good?
If I can’t have a man or a happily ever after true romance
give me poetry, help me hear your word to always inspire me
I realize he isn’t mine to keep
I hope in the end He forgives me
I just got lost in the dream
Alas I finally see a dream is all it will ever be
Still I pray on this hundred day
That my love story will be rewritten anyway
Now I see this boy isn’t mine to keep
I didn’t want to anyway
Still there was a little hope inside
My lonely heart was distracted by that little light that shined
I hear and see another voice calling to me
Always waking me up from the dream
even when I am lonely
even when i have fallen

He is always calling

through the dream
trying to direct me

on the path of HIs preferred destiny
Oh Lead me, forgive me
never let me be separated from thee
I hear the Holy Spirit in this sinner’s heart
Guiding me with an infinite light in the dark
He is re-routing my path to His preferred destiny
He is always calling me through the dream
waking me with His mercy.