EXHAUSTED

I feel that I am lost, I can't find the right direction

I feel that I am doomed, lost track of my connection

I feel that I am sick, I feel that I'm so weak

I feel that I'm a nobody, lost in space with fallen identity...

 

Where should I go? What should I do?

I feel so lonely, it's oh so blue

Staring on an empty space, don't know what causes pain

I didn't even notice I was left by the train...

 

I feel annoyed but I don't know why

I lost track of time , I don't even know what's mine

I think I'm going to throw up everything that's inside

But somethings pulling me back, telling me it's not yet time...

 

To the world I shout, "what have I done wrong?"

For me to face a tough trial, am I that strong?

I can't even bear the burden, No! I can't anymore!

It's too heavy... I feel like giving up but I think there's more...

 

When will this end? I'm drowning, when can I breathe?

From all the confusions, anxieties, can't even take the heat

I'm losing my grip one by one... how come I can't have it all done?

But I'll still continue fighting, until my life is gone...

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