unbelievable

Reminising on events which have happened

I have been sitting here.

I keep thinking back to that Easter day.

It was the first day I met you.

I liked you even then.

When you started hanging out there it made me like you even more.

I knew it was getting weird when he told you about the massages.

As April passed I was getting used to you.

I got in trouble and even though I was upset you made me feel better.

She blamed you then and I should of known.

Yet I knew I took the test before I met you.

There was nothing special about that night, except for us getting together.

I knew what I was doing when I asked.

From then on it was like I was in a dream.

I enjoyed being around you and spending time with you.

When you said, "I love you," I didn't have to think about it.

My reaction was immediate.

Three summers spent together.

I will never forget it.

We tried even though people around us were being racist and hateful.

Even this past summer I faked how I felt when he said he talked to you.

I didn't want to admit I was still sweet on you.

I will always be that way.

You were the realist boyfriend I had right down to my biggest secret.

Our connection as friends I won't forget either. 

Now, I must say goodbye.

Goodbye my first and adventurous love.