The monster withinA Story by kelsDepression's perspectiveDepression. Yes hello it's me again. I am the destroyer of life. I take your friends away, I take your family, I make you want to get lost in alcohol and drugs, I push you to harm yourself, I change all of your thoughts to nothing but violence, I make you feel like you will never have a future, I make you hate yourself, I stop the enjoyment in all of the interests that you once loved, and most importantly I make you want to die because nothing else is worth it in this world. I keep coming back into your life, no matter how many times you try to get rid of me. I will always be lurking in the corners, waiting until you're at your most vulnerable so I can take over and start controlling you. Eventually you will be nothing, you will have nothing. You'll start to constantly question yourself if there's anything left to live for. You are miserable, you are not loved, you'll never be good enough. I officially have my hold on you and I will never let go. Everything will be broken, a person in a thousand pieces. No matter how many times you try to put it back together, it will never be completely whole as it once was. -kmp © 2019 kels |
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Added on October 5, 2019 Last Updated on October 5, 2019 Tags: depression, loneliness, sadness, emptiness, suicide |