"So You Think You're Better Off Without Me? / Higher Ground (The Much Anticipated, Much Obliged, Exp

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"So You Think You're Better Off Without Me? / Higher Ground (The Much Anticipated, Much Obliged, Explosion of Emotion, Expose of Entertaining Ethereal Entities: 'the self-made man')" 7:50AM /// 8-1-19 ||| KH

this is entertaining to unfold, this origami of

undisposable wishes; where did you get

these from, the dollar store?

my only regret is that I didn't tell you everything; how

unique my mind was, how my hands trembled and

shook at the very mention of my parents, when they

were but a distant reality to me, when I was by your

side; when the heat of the world and everything

passionate escaped from the top of my head but

settled on the both of us.

this isn't where you would go if you wanted to escape?

this isn't where the world landed on its' side to tell us

that the inner workings of the Matrix didn't line up with

where we wanted to be... this isn't where you would go, where

the sun grazed the moon, almost colliding the both of them

into an eternal slumber, this isn't where you're most happy?


what happened to that rush you used to love, the constant

'on edge' -ity of it all, what happened to the blood pumping

to your brain, what happened to the oven settings, don't you

want your blood boiling anymore? whatever happened to

consequence, to brevity, to 'f u'?

Whatever happened to the man I used to know; did he give up?