Lost Love

Lost Love

A Poem by shadow night
"

i think it speaks for its self

"

I cry my self asleep,

dreaming of nothing but her.

She was my muse for my art,

she was my beating heart that kept me alive,

she was my every thing.

Yet I let her slip away from me,

I should have stopped her with all my might.

I should have told her how she was my every thing,

how she was my world, my sun, my moon.

Shes the one I let go,

the one I loved for ever and ever.

Though shes gone and left,

though she is here no more

I still love her.

I feel bad for not trying harder,

I feel guilty for not being who she wanted me to be,

or fighting with all my might for her.

But looking at where we are now,

and where we wanted to be.

I think this is for the best,

after all I couldn’t give her what she needed

like I promised I would.

I couldn’t be the man she wanted,

like I promised I would be.

I couldn’t be the father she wanted,

like I promised I would be.

All in all its for the best.

All in all shes better off.

All in all I still love her,

I still miss her.

I still want to be with her.

But I’m glade shes got him,

to protect her and give her what she needs and deserves.

But no matter what there’s that special place for you in my heart.

I love you and I’m sorry.

© 2012 shadow night


Author's Note

shadow night
leave comments and excuse grammer and spelling please

My Review

Would you like to review this Poem?
Login | Register




Featured Review

man... i'm a guy and i'm practically in tears... i can relate to this so well, this is pretty much my life : its so hard to fight for someone who wont fight for you, you tell yourself that you would do anything for them but really when it comes down to it, you just want them to be happy and being with them isn't achieving that... so you dont fight for them, you don't try and stop them... you let them walk away because you know deep in your heart that anywhere, anybody will bring them more happiness then staying here, with you. :'( amazing poem i love it!

Posted 7 Years Ago


2 of 2 people found this review constructive.




Reviews

its good and sorry shadow

Posted 7 Years Ago


man... i'm a guy and i'm practically in tears... i can relate to this so well, this is pretty much my life : its so hard to fight for someone who wont fight for you, you tell yourself that you would do anything for them but really when it comes down to it, you just want them to be happy and being with them isn't achieving that... so you dont fight for them, you don't try and stop them... you let them walk away because you know deep in your heart that anywhere, anybody will bring them more happiness then staying here, with you. :'( amazing poem i love it!

Posted 7 Years Ago


2 of 2 people found this review constructive.


Request Read Request
Add to Library My Library
Subscribe Subscribe


Stats

297 Views
2 Reviews
Rating
Added on March 24, 2012
Last Updated on March 24, 2012
Tags: love, lost, broken, up, sad, depresed

Author

shadow night
shadow night

mansfield, OH



About
i'm 18 and so young yet i am disgusted with humanity. i hope that future generations can make the world better. i belive we should treat the earth better and not kill each othere for the dumbest thing.. more..

Writing
Prologue Prologue

A Chapter by shadow night


Wounder Wounder

A Poem by shadow night