confused blue eyes

just how i feel

eyes are a door way unless you stand confused

when a life of pain acts

then become amune

when a heart so full and open

for the world just to see

blue eyes and confused...

this is what i may be..

happy yet lost

full but empty

confused but i know why

a house...no stabilty

love but why...theres no words to describe

in here confused in a new world  new voices new sounds new faces new grounds

if i stand still can i find a way back home...hard to have home..for years..just alone...a huge scream inside of my head some days im ok ...somedays i feel dead...would it move them aside...to see this confused blue eyes would thay move if thay heard me scream everything i think ..everything i mean

would u sit down and listen would you stand up and run...its hard to feel weak in this world bc im the only one  the smallest voice...a low fom...2 seconds away so i can mean no more...i dont want death never even close...but he leaves me no choice when he has made me feel so alone i can scarem and scarem till my eyes are black i can raise my voice walk and never turn back no matter would the move no matter would thay care...just use the same reson to not even f*****g be there!

Author's Note

no riddle to it its all very clear sadness is a part of me ...and even a little anger

Reviews

[The Mad Prophet]

Very nicely written, shows a lot of emotion that you painted it with. I am sorry that you feel that way, and I can only hope for you to work it out someday and feel at peace. Good luck