Just one Night

As I run
Run from everything that has gone wrong,
The thoughts that haunt me
Refuse to leave me alone anymore.

My mind separates
Just to try and manage,
But slowly I slip away
Into nothing more than a broken bottle.
The pieces just waiting
Waiting to be picked up
And be put back together again.

Constantly crashing and waiting
Waiting for some small piece
To be put back in place,
But the longer the waiting
The more I just don’t know.

I’m alive yes
But what am I living for?
Pain,
Memories that I don’t want to see.

I’m sorry,
But I just want to not fight
Just for one night.
For one night
just let me give in,
Just one little night
Let me not be strong anymore.