Monday blues

Depression
Musical thoughts
High thoughts

Its 08:04
I'm walking to school
Depression walking with me
Pain in my bones
Tears at the edge of my eyes

Monday blues darling
I'm not the one for you

At ally of depression
downing a bottle of KWV
Wanting to numb the pain I'm in
Wanting to end it all

Monday blues darling
I'm not the one for you

Earphones in my ears
Blasting music
Trying to lose my thoughts
Trying to fill my head
With something
Else then my suicidal thoughts
The voice inside
Telling to me die
Telling me I'm not enough
Lol
Not something I haven't heard before

Monday blues darling
I'm not the one for you

Smoking lungs out
Filling the air toxic
Toxic to make me feel lighter
To make the shadow on my chest
Disappear for a bit
High thoughts
Music of the lost
Depression of a broken girl
Cuts on the wrist , blood dropping
Tears streaming hot down
Dark inside
No light , just darkness

Monday blues darling
I'm not the one for you

Depression
Musical thoughts
High thoughts

-laurakaipa