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Alone , i feel ,mm..its not a new feeling 

I know this feeling very well but sometimes it gets in my head 

imagine being with friends...then boom.. your mind darkness and the voice comes to destory

I think the call it depression..i guess i got it 

People ask me if im okay , of course i am..i think 

Its hard fam , trying to control your mind at moments 

Alone, i feel alone,mmm...its not a new feeling

This void of emptyness just sitting in me 

The connection of being detached away from the world 

Im surround by friends but i feel too far , too weak to call for help

Do i want help tho , that feeling of adding on my viod of emptyness to someones life?

Alone..i am alone...not suprised 

I feel like I reborn again after everything in my current life falls aparts 

I connected with differnt clutures and voices , but can't stop being alone 

To feel less alone , i thought let me under some sheets 

Share a night with someone , then maybe i would not feel alone 

But i couldn't go through it 

Instead of finding comfort from the sheets or my friends 

I found comfort  in the wind , the way it blows me away from where i am for a bit 

In the rain , when it washes away my sins 

My mind is dangerous , the way it makes me define this emotions to myself

I'm trapped , but there is a way out , but can i do it?

Am i ready to show all scars and accept them.