My Sign

i don't wanna love
i'm scared of love
i don't wanna hate
i don't know how
i don't wanna leave
i refuse to be weak
i don't wanna stay
its not here what i seek
i don't wanna cry
shows my pain
i don't wanna laugh
shows my vain
i don't wanna live
this world is corrupted
i don't wanna die
sorrow is almost ended
i don't wanna give up
its just not me
and i don't wanna keep up
it burns a soul in me
maybe if i pray..
God shall guide my way..
stop this war of thoughts
of right, and wrong
and if i belong or i don't belong
give me a hue of hope
with all colors and shapes
and Lord PLEASE help me cope
with this life of mine
take away the pain
and show my shine
if not today..
maybe tomorrow am getting my sign...
that one day.. it will all be okay..