It'll End When It's Over

and begin again if it can

as more than one person inside of one body

for exercise i name them

to waste time it refines me

this arrogant kind viscous

racist open closed minded awful

little boy-girl 

who plays with fire but not for heat

 unstable and mentally sound

but not well never that

a hater with love

womanizer 

loyal

verbal with a poorly worded vocab

a defender an aggressor

i do hate you

and love you

i do care to explain

that i do not always understand how to explain

as a problem to a solution

collected of parts that fell apart

i don't care what they are

just that there's something

one way or another

hidden just enough to be found

in some shape or a sound in a thought or an action

at attention or distracted

a person a problem

a solution a beast

a perpetual foreigner

estranged from the strange

one problem to infinite solution's

hidden just enough again to be found

and then lost to begin over and over

again and again

a different person 

freed from success

from definition

from car keys and car parks

in a jungle

a desert

a mountain

a valley

accepting all the forest's creature's

collecting their names

closing then opening again and again

to a different place in another time

i know there never was normal

that was always a dream

this is not something so strange

it's all still really very real

aware or confused

asleep or awake

we are in the same place

on one giant shape

full of joy or ashamed

people are people

the earth is the earth

all the same that were different

running from or to something

i don't know where it's going

and that's why that i like it

it'll end when it's over

it'll start again if it can

or dissolve into forever

into nothing as nothing

truly the end

Author's Note

Reviews

[KWP]

this is both liberating and annoying at the same time - I can totally relate - putting it into practice is the hard part - man do attempt and generally fail with ease :D How r you mate ??

[Davidgeo]

Failing turns out to be the best part, if you're failing right anyway. It's hard to fail properly sometimes.

Hello again liz, it's been some time. It's been very boring up here for the past 6 or so months. I think my cat has grown pretty tired of me trying to have conversations in human with him.

How goes it in your land?