To Return

Goldenrod returned this autumn, people converse and share

What they think. I wish I could say whatever it is I can

That I ought, if there is something I ought.  Weakness,

I wished that he could pick me up and take me to his

castle. I would not be cast away then.  He said he

couldn't help, but God is here anyway if there is one,

And the earth still revolves, takes its course spinning.

I do not need another half and I shall never marry,

I will be sad and wonder why so many repeated my words

back to me.  I did not repeat words so much, I wanted

to learn a language.  I did not speak to everyone.  

Going somewhere, going away from here what would it mean?

He did not want me to speak to him. I remember wanting.

I do not know what I will do or how I will manage.

I asked for his love.  I wanted so badly to be with someone.

Without him, I will not love another.  I want the best for him.

If I am not that, what can I do?  He can be with another.

He can love her and I will have no part of it.  It is just him.

He will not love me, and I cannot ask him to, why should I?

There is nothing so great about me, above others. He 

never said he loved me, and I can only ask him to be happy.