i just want to

i just want to

A Poem by lostnstars

everybody wants to be loved
but i just want to
love someone with
all my heart
but my mind
is always
over my heart
i repress feelings with
thinking,
"he's not the one"
or
"he's too much"
or
"he'll never be"

i always think that
myself
is more important than
considering others'
feelings and
even listen to their
heartbeats

but how am i supposed
to fall
if we just spent the night
talking about
everything and
anything

and all suddenly,
one wants the other one
but i can't let them
in
'cause my heart
is still guarded
with my mind
and
will always
be

but yet
sometimes
my heart's begging
for someone
to love

it's just me blindly seeing
that
everything's not going to work
maybe because 
i've never even
loved someone
before
honestly.


9/4/18 - 2:15pm

© 2018 lostnstars


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Sometimes we overthink things. What's weird about love is, sometimes it just happens. You don't have to think about it or anything, it just is.
Well, that's the way it was for me anyway.
A wonderful expression of your heart.
Good luck kid.
Oh, a little secret. Sometimes you don't find love...it finds you.

Posted 10 Months Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

lostnstars

10 Months Ago

I agree with you. It shouldn't be forced or have second thoughts about it, it just goes naturally I .. read more



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When it happens we don't choose whom we Love (the Cap L kind), we only choose whom we like. It's time for you to learn about you - what you like, what means what to you, how to stand on your own feet and thoughts. Time to learn about life and the world.

Posted 4 Months Ago


All of us seek love. I understand the thoughts in the poetry. Thank you my friend for sharing the amazing poetry and your thoughts.
Coyote

Posted 8 Months Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Love. such a simple concept that we all share and yet still somehow unique to all of us. Some are reserved, Some are outgoing, Some search in all the wrong places. Some take it for granted, some don't understand what they feel but like the way they feel nonetheless. I am an romantic at heart for better or worse, I will bring the flowers, expensive candy and write love letters out with my poetic thought's as the catalyst. However, some will not do the same. I find it perfectly natural that you are unsure about if you have or ever will find the one. I still have not but I hold unfounded but still prevalent confidence I will one day whether that be today, tomorrow or perhaps on my deathbed. I will find her. So I'm sure that you'll find your's as well, Lostnstars. It just takes time is all, how much is the unique characteristic to our love as well.

Posted 9 Months Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

This is a great story told about internal struggle between logic and passion. I always have lived life by my heart and while that can and has led me to some heartbreak, the other side of it is so much more worth it when you reach it. Sometimes, it reaches you without you even knowing.

Once again, great work and I look forward to seeing more from you soon hopefully!

Posted 9 Months Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

lostnstars

9 Months Ago

I'm glad that you lived life by your heart even if sometimes you it doesn't turn out the way you wan.. read more
Jordan Smith

9 Months Ago

You are absolutely welcome! I just posted my latest work if you want to check that out!! It's titled.. read more
Sometimes we overthink things. What's weird about love is, sometimes it just happens. You don't have to think about it or anything, it just is.
Well, that's the way it was for me anyway.
A wonderful expression of your heart.
Good luck kid.
Oh, a little secret. Sometimes you don't find love...it finds you.

Posted 10 Months Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

lostnstars

10 Months Ago

I agree with you. It shouldn't be forced or have second thoughts about it, it just goes naturally I .. read more
On my bad days I question if I love my girlfriend or if i can love at all. My heart doesn't do the things people say it should. This piece reminded me of that a little and it is nice to have the opposite perspective of wanting to be loved.

Posted 10 Months Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

lostnstars

10 Months Ago

This review means so much to me, thank you!
Even though there are bad days, I do believe tha.. read more

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