The one sided lover

When I first saw her
I felt my breath freeze
I felt for the first time
Love in the breeze
Her dark eyes
Her auburn hair
Her infectious smile
And the way she care
For them all and In her love
I fell
But little did I knew
It would hurt like hell
I wonder till now
How love can happen so fast
That moment, she became my first love
And she would remain the last
Every night in my dreams
She is there and mine
Whenever pain it means
She makes me feel fine
I know, without a doubt
My love has just one side
And that is the reason
I would forever hide
More than death
Its cruelty I feel
The sense of pain it gives
Is more than real
Once in my life
Will come the death
But in one sided love
I die with my every breath
Still, the happiness of being in love
Increases with the passing time
Even if she won't, I'll still do
Because its not any sin or crime
I try to make her feel proud
That she is my friend
But when I'm ready to say,"I Love You"
My courage comes to an end
All these feelings
I always try to hide
But sometimes, foolishly
My love I confide
I know sometimes, through my talks
My love I unknowingly show
And every moment
My feelings towards her grow
Time somehow slows down
Whenever I hear her voice
I'll love her forever, unconditionally
But loving me is her choice
I want to be with her
Like her own shadow
"I love you" I want to scream
But only whispers escape, so low
I know one day
My feelings she would see
Love would blossom inside her
As it blossomed inside me
And for me
She would long
Her heart would be the place
Where I would belong
In her heart
Love she would cherish
And my love, with time,
Would never perish
In my heart, a hope lies
That I would get my chance
" Come to me " she would sigh
"Lets begin an endless romance"
I wait for that day
When she would say
"Yes, Yes I do"
"I do love you"

Author's Note

I know it have some grammar errors. But I don't think it matters much till I am able to convey my emotions.
I hope you had fun reading it.

Reviews

[Luisa König]

A beautiful piece with a lot of emotion :)
Thank you for your submission.
xx

[Sweet]

I enjoyed this poem. The happiness of loving someone and wanting to give all to them and the struggle of it being an unrequited love that also brings pain.

[Gee]

Unrequited love, a few errors but an enjoyable read. Well done

[kitty blur]

I felt your back-and-forth feelings throughout this poem, and I commiserated with what you said 100%. Difficult situation to be in, definitely, but you worded it nicely.

[loveless]

Thank you for your review

[samarahmed]

it's really touching and meaningful and full of feelings loved it!

[loveless]

Thank you for your words