My family is all gone and I’m the last

This poem is about my family

In the river of my tears i saw myself
Dying I knew this will be the end
All my hopes became a fairly tale

Madness took me by surprise
And i lost in world of darkness
Another’s tried to understand
This pain and sadness

I tried to stay alive this war is not over yet
Broken once again but this time people care for me
Wanted at work a place i call home
Fearing one day ill lose control

Death comes across my thoughts
Don’t know where this came from
Trying to understand why I’m lost
Then it hits me like bat hitting a ball

My family is gone i have no family
I’m last of my family
My blood is all my family is written on

If i die soon my family is gone lost in silence
Of October 2015
They are all gone
Everyone of my family gone lost forever
And i am only one the keeper of my bloodline