13 Hearts

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13 Hearts

 

 

I walked through the years like a wandering thread,

Searching in a vast, peculiar path,

Everyone was drowning, everyone was calling for a name

Muted, I’d rather close my eyes

Deaf, I’d rather be blind

 

I’ve mastered the art of smiling,

When no one looks too closely

My voice when fraying on the seams

It’s easier than explaining
a pain without shape,
a grief without a name.

 

I spoke, but the words crumbled mid-air

The notes in my song cause a bearing stinging-eyes

It would go down uncured even when the melody scold it.

It keeps going in circles, back to it’s place where myself couldn’t find a seat

 

I walked so fast, stumbled upon a dense world,

With a thirteen glowing lights that acts as compass inside the storm that I brought with me

There was no face, only a razor-sharped prompt,

cutting through the black ink of night.

 

It unfolds, turn me left and right

And the wind howling dissipate,

a reddish sunset throw us on hills rowdy sharps.

 

God pointed his finger, second to his kindness

Whose words reached an angels favor.

 

The tangerine-colored paint of sky went for so long that the lake wanted it too

It scarfs down beneath my longing and joy

That those lights are torches on my darkest days.

 

I don’t wanna cry, it’s the wind stinging my chest�"

rogue and forceful, not letting me breath

I’d close the window but I need the air.

 

It must have been the spell�" 

this world possess to lean on me.

It insinuate a romance, thrill and a song

Something I don’t wanna listen in secret

 

Spinning softly in the breath of this world, the pinwheel turns

with colors chasing each other in an endless dance.

To sneak and let the flower smile beyond it’s glances on the sunset melancholic melody

  

I was drowned, I died, I lived.

I uttered the very few words I knew on my grasp

The life I once knew is not living anymore

and the Me on this point was waiting and still a kidult, reaching for another note to sing

And this world gave it.

 

They turned the tides of my doubts, the change up of tears to hands

The question and answers that remained silent up to my last night outside.

Found their meaning in this heaven’s cloud.

 

I was still drifting but now I know how to paddle back

and thought what kind of future I might get into

The fear and ashes that are still creeping out are no more than just a dust and leftovers of my past.

I’ll bring it with me on my fast paced journey

towards time and my diamond days.

 

I didn’t ask for your glow, but you came, like stars that find their way through clouds,
illuminating paths I had forgotten to seek.

 

I wasn’t looking for you,
but now I know I was always meant to.
Thirteen hearts, each one a wish answered in light,
guiding me through shadows
I didn’t think I could walk through.

 

Thirteen lights,

lamps that light a flame.

Each one a healing that cured my soul.

They shine still, in places I can’t always see,
but I carry their glow with me,
always.