Rotten

Rotten

A Chapter by mads
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what does anxiety feel like?

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today i have a million things to do
i have to fold the clean laundry
i have to finish my homework
i have to leave and replace my groceries
   
   
what was once the ripe fresh fruits of my thoughts
is now rotten and festering
forgotten in produce drawers
left to manifest as anxieties
   
   
the dread of confronting moldy produce
is all-consuming in my thoughts
i have to take out the garbage
after i purge the remnants of decay
   
   
do i have any old expired cans
in my pantry that lurk unknown
insidious and lingering
to feed my anxiety and anguish
   
   
today i have a million things to do
and they feel so overwhelming
like a tidal wave of weakness
leaving me numb and paralyzed in fear
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© 2019 mads


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Anxiety is a real spoiler of things. I have lost countless good days to it. I find your words very relatable.

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Very accurate description of anxiety - beautifully written.

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Very descriptive of anxiety.

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22 years young and trying to make sense of what life has given me. I am an aspiring writer that first began in 2011/2012 and took a 8 year hiatus due to writer's block. I am back to write science.. more..

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