![]() Standing NakedA Chapter by Matthew Kult![]() Allow me to introduce to you.....![]() Standing naked in front of my mirror, Disgusted with what I see. As sad as I seem. My mind is tearing away from me, is this a horrid dream? There's nothing inside, no pride, myself, I despise Walking in a fitlh encrusted life full of lies. Broken and bound, my soul drowned I need something to hold onto, my path becomes much clearer
Standing naked in front of my mirror, Remembering everything. I wear a mask to cover the truth of my life How dare you ask for salvation when you took mine! You tore down everything! Made me the blame! As I cried in SHAME. You held me by a string. Telling me what to say and putting me on display for a show Only allowing what you wanted them to know I was your puppet everyday, and everyday I had to play I need something to hold onto, my path becomes clearer
Standing naked in front of my mirror, Pealing the mask away, showing the true pain The dark skies pouring a heavy rain. Keep on calling me. Keep on calling ME! why couldn't you just leave me be, but you just had to see If I could forgive you, for what you did. Reminding me of my sin and your sadistic grin. Dragging the demons from deep within But you said it was the drink, and you just didn't think I need something to hold onto, my path becomes clearer
Standing naked in front of my mirror, reliving the truth, after covering them with lies. Denying you exist. You died that day, the day I cut into my wrist. Bathed in blood, found myself behind a cell, trapped in a hell, YOU CREATED! and nobody I could tell. And even now, you try to control me, wanting in my head. Like you did to get into my bed. I was in love with you, what else could I do? I need something to hold onto, my path becomes clearer
Standing naked in front of my mirror, tracing the scars on my left arm, to my neck where you placed your first peck. And when I told you no, you said I was a teasing w***e That you should walk out the door. My heart tore! So I gave you what you wanted, and you flaunted me around to all your friends, leaving me haunted. I use to pray, but you took my faith away. I need something to hold onto, my path becomes clearer
Standing naked in front of my mirror, touching my face, you know the place. Where you first hit me, memories I tried to erase. but you were all I knew, even if the love wasn't true. Night after night, week after week you beat me black and blue. What could I do? I belonged to you. You were all I knew. But my heart you still broke, leaving me within this joke I need something to hold onto, my path becomes clearer
Standing naked in front of my mirror, Disgusted with what I see, as sad as I seem My mind has torn away from me, trapped in this horrid dream Nothing left inside, no pride, myself, I despise. Walking in a filth encrusted life full of lies. Broken and bound, my soul drowning in the hate. Planning my twist of fate Retribution, I hold onto, My path has become clear © 2017 Matthew KultAuthor's Note
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Added on April 19, 2011Last Updated on September 18, 2017 Author![]() Matthew KultSt. Louis, MOAboutMy greatest sin is playing pretend. Acting as if a monster doesn't live within. And surely some I offend But allow me a chat. To show you what I feel It is madness not under a hat. As everything.. more..Writing
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