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Saturday, January 16. 2016.

2:39

The thing is, I despise my insomnia. I have such trouble sleeping at night and I know having my laptop out with the screen brightness blinding me and my phone resting on my bedside doesn't help but I can't seem to put them away either. My addiction to technology is troublesome.

I want to meet new people, which is half the reason why I am on here. My love for writing warms my heart and finding people who I believe have a unique writing style warms the other half. So please, if you find yourself receiving a friend request from me, don't be a stranger.

My name is Mel, or at least that's what I want you to believe. I am only 18 years old, but where I live I am considered an adult (I'll let you try to figure out where I live). I am an aspiring business law student and, eventually, I will be finished studying after 7 or so years. Although I hate to admit it, I am an emotionally unstable person. Sometimes I believe I'm slightly bipolar but nowadays anyone can look something up online and self diagnose themselves. I have a love and passion for reading novels, and I'm especially into the classics such as 1984, The Great Gatsby, and Great Expectations. But I have recently fell in love with a novel called The Glass Castle which I highly recommend everyone to read. 

I have a passion for fashion but it only recently sprung during my 11th year of high school on. Before that, I was a tomboy highly intensive basketball player who believed I could make it into WNBA. Was that dream ever shut down though. Not to worry, I spent time doing other sports such as competitive swimming, life-guarding, and occasionally recreational snowboarding. 

All I have time for now unfortunately is university studying.

16:06

To my (delighted) surprise,  I actually have plans on a Saturday afternoon. And to anyone reading my "chapters", you may get the impression that I'm a lonely, uptight, smart girl who is super introvert. To disappoint you I am far from those; well hopefully not too far from smart. I'm getting changed into some athletic wear because Jones and I are going go karting / geocaching. Jones is not his real name.

I actually see myself as an extreme extrovert, maybe too much. A top of my self diagnosed bipolar disorder I'd like to add in ADHD as well. I wouldn't consider myself lonely, but I suppose that depends on how you describe loneliness. I'm not necessarily popular, but really who is in University? That's more of a High School term in my books. Yeah I have the 'to die for' friends and the friends who you talk to once in a blue moon and in result I tend to know the majority but am close to barely anyone. I guess after moving my only friend is Jones. 

21:51

If I were to admit something I am good at then it would hands down be go karting. If y'all could have seen me on that track today, I would have sucked the wind out of your lungs with my insane speed. I've been go karting all my life so I've had a lot of experience and practice with getting better, but I haven't gone for a few years besides today. My time was less than a second from making it to the top 10 speed racer times of the day which I'm very proud of myself for. I also like to rub in Jones face how badly I beat him.