i'm suddenly insecure of my feelings

Refer to title.

Humbled by the swell,
From the chest to the throat;
I’m afraid to swallow these words,
But to speak permanence in a being
Made of flesh and bone,
Ruled by pathy, sure to stone�"
Forever is unfathomable.
No matter the greatness
All is weak to decay;
If there is no exception
Then why bother to stay?
Maybe this pathy lives on its knees
Praying while made prey;
Maybe I should bathe in it,
Carve and splay the body,
Take the organ deep within�"
Take only to give.
It may not be permanent,
But it could be worth the risk.