My Leech

Depressing

Haunting my mind

My every thought

Every action I make

Revolves around you

and your expectations

Don't eat

Don't sleep

Don't even blink

For whatever you do

You'll pay the consequence

So every night

I stare at the walls

Hunger pains killing me

Blood dripping down my legs

With tears in my eyes

Knowing I'll never be good enough

Of course you're not good enough,

You stupid fool!

Nothing you do

Will make boys drool

You're a dirty piece of trash

So why don't you quit

We both know 

you're not stronger than this

As my fight gives out

And hopes run low

I look to your face

And see my sorrows

Fat, ugly,

Stupid, c**t

We both know I'll have to quit

Retarded and horrible

Worthless and lame

I'll never amount to anything anyway

F****t, dyke

loser, freak

I start to feel weak as I hit the floor

Nothing and hopeless

Incompetent and stupid

I finally gave up

And all hope is gone

So My Leech,

Are you happy now?

Why of course.

Author's Note

i dont even know if this is good but its whats on my mind because i'll never be liked or loved or even lusted so what's the fucking point anyway.

Reviews

[Jake Donald Stephens]

I can relate to this very much. Often other people try to put you down to make themselves feel better--and also often, those we don't even know try to cheer us up for the same reason. I will do neither, my young friend; I will simply listen, and give you my honest opinion. ....
Your writing is dark and moving. We all express ourselves in our own way, and deal with pain in different ways. I used to drink (Don't recommend it) and break the beer bottles and cut myself with the shards (recommend that even less). Used to waste a lot of time and money on feeling sorry for myself......now, though.......I'm just too fed up to let the haters get to me anymore.
Keep writing, is my advice. It won't let you down like people will.

[Try-to-Smile]

This is beautiful.. But I think you should try to realize that those things about you aren't true. You look at life through dirty glasses. You see horrible when in reality, you're beautiful. Try looking at life in a better way, and maybe you'll find the happiness you deserve.

[Moon]

Don't feel so depressed. These feelings are very dark and can haunt you for years if you let them. I have felt worthless and ugly for a long time because of how others had treated me, but I try to not let them get to me. There is nothing wrong with you so cheer up.