get the hell out of my head

i just wont to moove on the pain is killing me

just please get the f**k out of my head

before I go mad

make some desperate stupid decision 

and loose the one thing I treasure more than anything

our friendship

I know you cant help it

I know the only thing keeping you there is me 

as much as I try to push you out

I don't wont you to leave

as much as I try to forget

I never wont to

I push myself threw so much pain

but I never wont to stop

never wont to give up on the impossible

we were friends from the moment we met

I told you things

things not even my oldest friends know

things I prefer to keep hidden inside

I trust you so much

I f*****g loved you and I never knew it

I never saw what was so obvious

an till it was shows to me

by you

god dam I love you

since then you have never left

refusing to be evicted

to suborn to hide

to unpredictable to keep under control

clinging on to my every thought

every memory

refusing to budge

get the f**k out of my head....

please never leave

Author's Note

fuck life

Reviews

[Ama May Cooper]

What a wonderfully powerful piece of writing. Dripping in the agony of a desperate love, the accidental cold shoulder given to one where no pain was meant. Sensantive and inventive piece.

[Michael X]

wow, that is love and heartbreak this poem amazes me, such a depth and conviction and feeling, you connect fully and raw, a 100 for effectiveness
all the way around, you have talent, keep it up