Inhibited Desire

A Poem by midiel

They set boundaries and prohibit things

It was not heavy nor light, my head
It was throbbing for something
I recognized none
To ease the sky I watched
To feel the clouds I saw
It was when they were moved, by the wind,
That I hugged the impulse
A heavy idea
of this feel of longing
Was just because of her
The other half of me
Of my well strategized life
Of my unknown destiny
This forbidden desire
It was not easy nor hard, this plan
Till the day come, we can only forecast
A sacred prediction
To run, the cars I halted
To go, and away, my world I stopped
Just when this body has lost its many
That I feel that want I wanted
The secret kept for long
From the first time I realized
Through the time I had her
Till the time of damnation
This prohibited want