How can I explain?

My scribbles on my paper don’t seem right.

I try again, but only to have failed once again.

The words they come out all too dull,

Too plain to explain this feeling.

It’s been too long ago from

The last time my words have stumbled.

Usually my words fly easily across my paper.

Seeming too right, too easy to explain my feelings.

But now my paper is filled with needless lines

With scratch marks rejecting them all.

My mind is in this endless cycle

Trying to explain, no tell you

How I feel for you.

So many letters lay before me

All too unextraordinary to be delivered,

Too imperfect for your eyes.

I don’t need to give you a useless letter

With stumbling words that will only waste your time.

I just want to explain this emotion right.

How can I explain this beautiful, scary feeling?

This feeling that makes me completely vulnerable,

Utterly defenseless against that smile

And those summer filled eyes.

All of them I grew to love way too much.

How can I explain the fear that fills me

With just the thought of you leaving me?

Or the need I have to be in your arms,

The craving I have for your lips?

How can I explain that just hearing your name

Makes my entire day?

How can I prove to you that I’m

Madly, utterly, completely, ridiculously

In love with you.

Author's Note

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