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"I didn't ask for everyone to hate me, I just didn't mind being a b***h" - Courtney Love

Sometimes I wish I was normal.

I wish I was like the other girls at 

my school.

The girls who have long blond hair, tanned skin,

beautiful boyfriends and caring parents.

I want to be normal. 

I want some people to care.

I want a beautiful boyfriend and caring parents

and to be called sexy everyday. 

I want friends.

I want simple things. Things every girl should

have. 

I feel like I'm falling down an endless hole, 

and every time I cry to scream or stop my falls,

a part of me dies. 

Is that what life is? 

A giant endless hole?

I need to know these answers.

But no one can tell me. 

No one is around to tell me.

It's me versus the world.

It's me versus Luna. 

And I will keep fighting myself, until there is

nothing left.

And then I will lay there. 

I will lay there and try to think of you. 

Reviews

[GhostlyAuthor]

don't worry, being normal is boring and only idiots are "normal" who's to say whats "normal" anyway

[Sleepless]

if i could go in your school i will so toatlly be friend swith you luna i my dad says you are yoru worst enemey and i feel like you i know what it feels like to be like that but think about this if you wer lke them wouldnt it amke you feel weird they are themselves every peron is unique some people try to cover tht up which is a shame
but you are funny, so love yourslef :)

[Caradoc]

Very heartfelt and and emotional.

Extremely relatable to both genders as all you have to do is swap out a few nouns and it could be a guy narrating this poem. Yes, many people feel like this at some point in their lives, sometimes more than once. The key is not to let the envy become too bitter. Don't let it consume you.

I can't tell you when these feelings will go away or when you will attain the things for which you yearn in this poem. What I can tell you is that they will fade. Put your mind to it and you can acquire what you want in life. Yes this may sound like some guidance counselor bs, but much of what they say is true. Figure out who you are and fall in love with that person, because if you don't love you, who else will?

Search long enough and you will discover people who care for you, maybe you'll stumble upon them by accident. Don't look too hard though, relativity has a habit of sending us things when we don't want them or aren't looking. As for a beautiful boyfriend? Here's a cliched saying; "Beauty is only skin deep." True a lot of the time. Here's one better; "Beauty fades but stupid is forever." Look for nice, not beautiful and you'll probably be happier in the end. Also, with poetry like this I bet you're pretty smart. Guys that really like smart chicks tend to appear more in college.

That's it as far as my words of wisdom go. As with anything I say in a review, you're free and entitled to ignore everything in it.

Great poem.

Oh and one last thing. Make peace with your demons. Life is much easier when they're plotting with you rather than against you.

-Caradoc

[Meghan]

This is very relatable. I think almost every girl feels this way at some point in her life. Good job.

[Beautifully Tragic xPoe..]

Reminded me of my school days. Great write!

[Casper]

This poem reminds me of my old work. Really brought back some memories of my past feelings. I can relate to this. So, I like it :) Nice job.

[Zeitgeist Manifesto]

Every misfit is eventually a magnet!