I don’t care about you,
I already hate her,
screw them too,
yeah I’m disturbed.
I’m standing on this bridge,
trying to win this fight,
I’m losing a battle against myself,
I can no longer decipher the difference between wrong and right.
So I jump.
I feel so light in the air,
I feel the rush of the gravity pulling me in,
It’s faster than I expected,
my body crashes into the water,
f**k - I can’t swim.
I feel myself going under,
the light in here is so dim,
the current polls me in deeper,
my oxygen supply wears thin.
My vision is blurred,
I see nothing but black,
I feel my heart begin to palpitate,
my body is under attack.
Everything is so quiet,
I hear nothing but the screams of the years,
the heartache and pain,
the fear I no longer have,
the nights of silent tears.
I guess I can’t turn back now,
so I close my eyes and let them take me,
my body burns inside,
hopefully they’ll find me soon.