Consciousness in ink-the agony of writing poetry

it can be so difficult putting pen to paper when writing poetry, finding the words which relate to an emotion bring a rush of strange feelings, any thoughts and additions plz....

I run free

I run wild

I describe

I surprise

But then so high

Do I fly

Till its fixed

In my sight

On paper

Then i write

Change it

I might

But delight

When i

Get it right

Arise

A thought

So bright

Yet i fight

With each word

With each thought

Rewind

Rewind

I try to find

The perfect words

But it doesn’t rhyme

o the agony

Of intelligence

I hate

Your presence

Who are you?

Show me your sign!

You must be a poem

In my mind!