Another hopeless end..

When the voices begin to haunt..

Those that'd soothed your soul..

When you feel the chills around

The only ones who'd felt warm..

When the cruel epiphany dawns..

That you were no more than a nine days' wonder

That there won't be a safe cradle to hold..

The haven there yonder..

When the only existence to ignore your jinx..

Starts hurting under the curse you brought..

When you draw a blank, a blank each time..

You try pulling out a blissful past..

When your life's reduced to a static..

And each bygone echoes through the hollow

And the failed promises deserved..

Start stinging with diabolism unheard of..

When those who spelt out hope for you sinned..

Spell out the fact that they got tricked.. a trance.. you drew them in

When you're exhausted enough to not even try..

To hold on and explain.. that last while

When you're crushed beyond repair..

To even let them know..before they leave..

The sinner in you.. left your side..

You fought her out.. for them you really tried..

Your curse you'd warned them about..

For them you really loved..

In your world of ruins..

Their tears you'd coved..

 Just with them maybe..

But you wished your soul out..

That they be blessed..

That them the angels themselves caressed..

When the visions crumble down..

And the metaphoric Armageddon you lose..

The aegis to your Atlantis.. annihilated to its heart..

You're dragged out of that dream.. flayed against that deathly requiem

You know you're slayed for good then..

All that hope relived.. is lost again when ..!!

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[Life is A"Musing"]

You express your emotions well through words. I really liked how you allowed yourself to be vunerable to the pain you share. It is something many of your "sisterhood' can definately relate to. Well done friend! :-)