In time

realization oldish poem never posted

It's times like these that make me wonder
If anything will change.
If things could get any better 
Or even slightly rearrange 

As I'm sitting starring off 
Glaring at the sky.
I Wonder if there's an answer 
Or Anything that could tell me why.

But I know that nothing will come 
It's usless to wait.
But something inside is so hopeful
But the other is filled with hate 

The pain inside it boils.
It burns my heart at the core.
One part just wants to be free.
All this putting me at war.

These tears just bring more questions 
And a feeling of unease.
Curious of a new beggining 
And more weak pleas 

But nothing nothing is quite as bad 
As the twisting inside 
The memories of what happened 
And the rest of the pain reside

I know I am at fault 
No one else could I possibly blame 
Being naive is not an excuse 
Leaving things never the same 

He says things of forgiveness 
But I feel none are true 
I see myself distancing 
And I know I'm losing you  

So I suppose here's my sorry 
Because its all I've ever known 
I knew you'd leave from the start 
Because abandonment is all I've been shown.

Reviews

[Alicia Schroeder]

This sounds like my ex your writting about..lol... I must say it is a fantastic write!!

[Jessica Marlow]

I wish I could change time sometimes to this is a great poem and is so true

[Zeitgeist Manifesto]

You filled my soul with so much fear in this poem. The anxiety was overwhelming.
You made me desperately want a happy ending.