Tell me no more Lies

Tell me no more Lies
The thoughts in my head make me sick inside, for they are not mine, and they tell me sick lies. I tell them no, but then my mind says yes, and tells me to think of all the things that could happen. I want to scream but I feel trapped inside my head. Everywhere I turn there is a new issue that I cannot resolve... I cry but nobody hears me.  They say they understand, or they look at me with fear in their eyes. It feels like a slap in the face to see loved ones look at me with fear and tears in their eyes… I try and try and try to make them go away. Some days they take a break and go away…only to come back and keep on telling me lies only so they can laugh, because of my hopeless cries.