Red Haired Hazel Eyed Love

Here is my idea of love

My idea of love is obstructed and restricted 

Past occurrences have stained my mind to think what "Love" is

What is love really?

Love is supposed to make you want to melt at the glance

Love is supposed to make your heart dance

But my idea of love is uncertain

I feel as if I'm lost in this world now feeling like purgatory 

As if I'm waiting for a light to shine down on me and make my day

When love will fill my heart again and clear the rain

When love will rejuvenate my life with glee

I begin to think is this all my fault?

Is this my fault I have become this way?

Why do I search for love in a place where I'm no longer wanted?

Why do I search for love in a place where the feelings aren't the same

Why are my imperfections with forgiveness for you so great?

No matter what reason there is for a no I have a million for a yes

But thats right nothing will compare to a blonde hair green eyed love

Because the red haired hazel eyed love will surpass the green eyed love

Ive waisted my time in searching for a treasure that has not been buried in this ground

The notes the endless love that I receive from behind 

I block as I try to regain to what I thought was mine

Life isn't a movie and she was right

No longer am I going to drag this out for you

You don't feel the same and that text made me go insane

But there is something else that makes me sane

A red haired hazel eyed love for which I began to keep at a distance

But now I've realized what is in front of me

Yes I feel the exact same way and I've felt like that since the very first day

And there isn't any games here to play because my heart is where you will lay

So I guess my idea of love is going to change 

Its time to remove my old idea

A new class is in session and time to learn what real love is

From a red haired hazel eyed love

Author's Note

Please let me know how this makes you feel, I'm out here to move mountains of feelings!