Weak for You

My body aches.

My soul aches.

My heart aches.

Worry is clouding my judgement, my mind.

Blinded by insecurities; so blinded that I can't see the truth.

Or maybe my eyes aren't deceiving me.

Maybe I am seeing clearly.

I hate feeling like this.

I hate being on a rollercoaster I can't control.

I hate this.

Hating me for letting this happen.

Hating me for falling...

Hating me for opening up;

For being honest.

The cycle must end, and I must return to my doomed existence.

I'm destined to be alone.

I have no choice.

 

 

Reviews

[deeps]

I'm destined to be alone.
I have no choice.

Now this I feel this way all the time
I feel i am doomed to spend the rest of
my life alone.