Black out

I feel the hate inside my blood

Boiling away the logic from my brain

The gruesome feeling rooting inside my gut

And I have to let it out no matter what the consequences

I wish I could vomit it out of my body

Before it consumes the essence of soul and character

I hate it so much wish I could tear my body apart

As I drift inside the ride of malice with regret

And I'm desperately catching my breath

Hoping to find some refuge under serenity

While my darkness hovering inside

As I try punching something solid time after time

The hate is draining away as blood comes out

So perhaps the pain will make it go away

 

Nyi

5.10.2012