I'm talking

I feel so awful 

Most of the time 

It wasn't suppose to turn out this way 

It wasn't part of the plan 

Where you and I 

 Or all of us 

 end up

 I don't know 

 Was that word? 

Happy? Free?

 It's all so fucked up

 I'm sorry

 I'm a filthy lier 

I know 

I hate all of this 

But what the hell am I suppose to do?

 Fall out of love for you?? 

 Well I can't

 I can't unplan the future we wanted

 It's just all so fucked up

 I'm sorry 

Disappointed 

 Is the word I've been living

 Living it for a very long while

Author's Note

I greatly appreciate your reviews:) Thank you!

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

Best and worst days is because of love. Love can be our utopia and hell in the same day. I felt the sad emotions in the poetry. Thank you Mary for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote

[Sami Khalil]

Wow. I feel the disappointment and the madness of life or relationships. Thank you for sharing it all out...:).................

[Mary Ochoa]

Thank you friend, I really do appreciate your comment:) Thank you.

[Sami Khalil]

You are welcome. ....:))))))