If you want

If you want, I will forget
everything we ever did,
anything we ever felt.
You know how I feel
yet my hearts a toy
that you suddenly want.

Everything's yours when you want it
if this is what you want, I will forget
the way you had my heart,
once upon a time.
I will only remember the pain,
the silent tears you called for.

I remember when I first met
you, I thought you were horrible
you were stuck up.
You still are, you always get what you want,
I'm done being your Toy, my hearts shattered now.

I know you're not worth it, yet I hate myself
for giving in to you. Loving you was a mistake,
and I know it now.

Author's Note

Let me know if you like it. It came straight from my heart, in the mist of crying..

Reviews

[Hiddenfire]

the heart just seems to lend itself to the worst of keepers doesn't it? The torrent of emotion and pain that caused this is evident in the piece, I hope things are better for you now

[Bridger Hall]

narly. It´s definitely true how relationships go sometimes. you write well. and your ABOUT ME speaks of the sweet life you live! haha. you´re interesting. good work!"

[A Red Red Rose 4 U Luv]

Love can be so twisted sometimes, it really is hard when the other party does not return the affection. This is a really sad poem, though i must agree love can be much to painful sometimes. Great write.

[Jordan's Back]

This is a painful piece to read. My heart bleeds for you

Nice poem! It sounds like you are stuck in a horrible situation. This was very emotional, and I love that. Nice job!

[Asb]

true emotions expressed
sad :( but well written !

[Distant horizons]

Yes, it did come straight from the heart. sometimes words help, but only your words can do that for you. beautifully written. so heartfelt.

[Sunflower]

i really like it, and you can feel the pain and sadness through the words and layout