"Dirt Nap"

Alcohol fueled, pill swallowing lok into "the act", its not suicidal, its more of a "life choice"

Everyday, filled with dread,

Cannot escape whats in my head,

Cant wake up, it's not a dream,

Cannot whisper, cannot scream,

Noose gets tighter, with every breath,

No more options, only death,

The only feelings are despair.

Used to live without a care,

Anguish mixed with agony,

Know now where its draggin' me,

Over the edge, over the line,

Cant turn back, out of time,

Do it now, take the pill!!,

It's my life, and mine to kill,

Down the hatch, no more to say,

Make it all just go away,

Oh, How'd i get caught in this trap?,

...Time to sleep now, time to nap...