To Damn

When I told you I loved you it was to damn late
A couple weeks later I was to damn straight
To saying to you

You messed me up you were to damn soft
For not telling me what you really thought
Keeping your feelings all locked up
So you could save them for when we were done.

I want to move forward I want to move on
But your place in my mind it was to damn strong
So I drowned it in booze and I drowned it in song
Thinking it would slow me down.

What I’m saying is there’s no way
To ease the real pain
Of the things that you made me feel
But I am trying ever day and every way
To get better and possibly heal.