For My Heart

Dear

Heart,

Please make up your

mind. I cant keep living through this never-ending circle of emotions. I feel fine in the morning, I start to get pissed off toward lunch time, then by the end of the night I’m in tears.

I cant take much more and I know

he cant either; so please I’m begging you, make up your mind. I know that you love him still, even though he’s moved on. I know your mad at him for just suddenly leaving. I know your sad because you never wanted him to leave; because maybe you would have gotten your fairy-tale ending. But please this is just to painful. For Dylan, and for me.

I

miss him so much too, but we have to move on eventually or else I’ll become that quiet little book girl all over again. I’ve made so many new friends; I opened up. If this pain continues on, I’ll close up again. I want to make new friends. I want to travel the world and not feel pain and regret where ever I go.

So please make up your mind, then

maybe we can heal.

Love

Paris

/Miu/ The Book Girl