Those Weren't the Last Words

Those Weren't the Last Words

A Poem by Moebia
"

I will always love you.

"
You were the first to ruin me.

They weren't my last words
they were never my last words

i peeled myself open for you 
in places that made me bleed

then i peeled my chest open
and my heart fell out
but i wonder if you heard 
when it shattered
on the floor right in front of you

you're so dark 
yet something about you
makes me grow flowers in the pit of my stomach. 

i still can't listen to my favorite songs
they were ours for too long 
and every time someone mentions your name
i want to scratch myself until i'm bloody

do you still remember what we were?
a thousand words i could say to you

i want my health back
you took everything
i want to be able to move on 

don't call me baby anymore
i cant even sleep to escape you
you're there with me

night is the worst,
when my stomach destroys itself
and my mind starts to miss you
i just want you to be happy, 
even if its without me

I loved you more than life itself.
You smelled like flowers.

© 2016 Moebia


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Moebia
Moebia

Somebody's Nosy, TX



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I am no writer of the sort. These are my musings, my arts, my flutters of thought. Call them what you may--but a poet is not anything that I am. I have been immersed in my violin for nearly a deca.. more..

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