VisionsA Poem by pinhead07My mind's blank, for that I thank the lord. At least for now. I can't keep her out of my head. Even though she never loved me, it was all a prank. I feel like I'm already dead. Just my spirit roams. Nowhere here, do I feel at home. I'm in my room that is covered in puke, urine. Everyone knows I'm a kook. I snort some more powder. Turn the music louder. While everyone is afraid of being nuked. While an illness spreads through the world. I am being visited by her spook. "You thought you'd forget me, huh?!?" "I will never let you forget! Loser!" I shake my head. Till it disappears. Why can't I forget?!? I drink some beer, try to cheer myself up. My responsibilities I just can't handle. I want nothing to do with the world. Running out of drugs, that's my worst fear. I can hear her singing. I shake my head. It is just a mere illusion, damn it! All I've gotten from the world are sneers. I burn myself with the cigarette I'm smoking. That jolts me awake. Some more powder, and I'm drifting. I rehear her singing. "Loser, you can't get rid of me!" I shake my head. I could've been somebody. could've had a career. She sits next to me. "You've always been a damned idiot!" She laughs. I shake my head. I smoke more, add to the pile of vomit. "That's it, let it all out, then smoke, snort some more!" I want to get better, lord! I make a hushed prayer. The lord is not unaware.
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