My Fault

My Fault

A Poem by Rhea752
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This moment did actually happen. Though I didn't really think about why I was crying. This was a memory from when I was younger.

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That night I cried 
And many of the little droplets held meaning.
 
One tear for my new life 
One tear wishing for a life I could never have 
One tear for knowing I can't have it 
One tear for who I am 
One tear for wanting to be the old me 
One tear knowing I'll never be the same 
One tear for my family 
One tear for wanting it healed 
One tear for knowing there's no glue for this broken glass 

Then several tears 
Which I didn't know why leaked out. 

For my self-hatred 
For my eldest sister who instigated the divorce 
For my parents who didn't seem to try 
For an unknown future 
For the world 

But I know I was trying to blame the wrong people. 

It's my fault for not being a better daughter
I hate myself the most 
Because I ruined everything I once had.

© 2012 Rhea752


Author's Note

Rhea752
Listen, I know this poem sucks. Please don't annihilate me.
With cute puppy dog eyes,
Rhea752

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Love the honesty.

Posted 8 Years Ago


Good emotional write, heartfelt.

Posted 8 Years Ago


Rhea752

8 Years Ago

thank you Miss MOON :P
This poem doesn't 'suck,' it is relatable and straightforward. Deep emotions and lovely meaning; I love how most tears have meaning.

Posted 8 Years Ago


Rhea752

8 Years Ago

Thank You :P
"One tear for knowing there's no glue for this broken glass" ...wow .. it's a very deep write .. Lovely poem :))



Posted 8 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Rhea752

8 Years Ago

Thank you!!! :D
I promise not to annihilate you! I loved this poem because I can kind of relate to it. Keep it up Rhea! :D

Posted 8 Years Ago


Rhea752

8 Years Ago

thank you!! :D
I don't think it sucks. The poem is very honest, vivid, and full of emotion. It reminds me of my own feelings when my parents got divorced; I can understand the force behind the words. Thank you.

Posted 8 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Rhea752

8 Years Ago

thank you so much. sorry about your parents. divorce is a rock thrown to break the glass protecting .. read more
Lina Grey

8 Years Ago

Ain't that the truth. Honestly, I felt the same way about my divorce as you do at the end of your po.. read more
Rhea752

8 Years Ago

me too. i know it's not all my fault. but some of it i feel definitely is.
Wow! Very well written! And the emotions, so vivid, so open, I am once again awed. Keep your head held high and a bright eye on the future, Rhea752, and two thumbs up!

Posted 8 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Rhea752

8 Years Ago

Thank you very much. :)

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Added on July 11, 2012
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Tags: Divorce, Self-hate, Blame

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Rhea752
Rhea752

Middle Of My Daydreams, FL



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I am a 15 year old girl who loves to read, write, act, and draw. I just started writing seriously about 2 years ago. I've been published a few times in small online magazines. I am trying to find out .. more..

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